DREAM A MYSTERY......

Again I am starting to dream ……
Don’t know how long it will stay……


I Lay on my bed lazily…….
There was nothing left to do or after a long run I just need a break.
Looking to the sky through window besides I lay silently…
My eyes where too tired. It slowly makes the scenery fade. I tried to keep it open but it forcefully made to close as if need a deep sleep.

Free from all……
The cruel of the world…..
The innocence of children….
And from all I need a perfect restfulness…

The brain began to work mysteriously taking the soul into a dream world.
Leaving the body soul began to wander from place to place without imprinting anything it see so that it will be a mystery when I open my eyes next morning.

It wanders…..in search of peace…..in search of love……..in search of compassion……..
But didn’t get any of this anywhere and came back disappointed.

The morning alarm rang with out any mercy.
I wake up with a slight laziness….

How fast the time moves….
I am only getting the picture of my eyes closing make the scenery fade remaining portion just rest as a mystery……..

TO MY LOVING PARENTS.....

Have you ever seen God?No isn't it?Then how come you believe that there is God way above the sky, who is gonna do good for all human beings down here. Human mind, like always, tends for a need or support from someone who is close and for the one who isn't close,they often create an imaginary super power. Who is there to see the sorrows of the countless population and do the needful at times.
But there is a category of people, the real god in life, who will see every growth in you and do the all your need, not simply providing them when needs them but by making you proud that you deserves to earn it.
I am incomplete with no one other than my parents, whose prayers blessings, anxieties and sufferings, which out which my life would have been a big zero.
I am realizing the truth that I am a girl; I have got all the freedom in this cruel world.
World is cruel..How far i donno!!
What is wrong with a girl?
why she don't have the right to open her eyes to see the challenging world like the boys do.I am not raising voice for the equality of men and women.I am still a young girl to say a big opinion about that nor i am interested to.
Towards the endless serious of child abortion of girl baby makes me concerned and think about the disadvantages of owning the same?
Are they a real burden when they grow up?
Am i a burden to my parents?
I am thankful to my parents who forgone lots of tensions created by myself in my childhood.
For me they are the real angel’s sent by god to take care of Me.!
Without dedicating something to my parents, my blog is incomplete
So---dedicated to my loving parents!!
Luvs you more than you could ever imagine!

When I was searching for a pen to write the one got was a red pen then I smiled at myself “let it be in red as it has the value of my blood”.
For a duration I was lazy to take the pen actually I took it in several times and dropped it before it reaches the climax due to several reasons.
Wandering through the dark forest empty handed I got a mysterious book. That book takes me to a wonderful garden full of dreams. Actually I was not walking .I was flying .I forget about everything. After a long time the book disappeared teaching me a wonderful lesson. Now I am back to my dark forest with a pain to loss my dreams along with book.
But I am too small to be disappointed with the life.I will wait for another to get another lesson.

"LOVE IS DIVINE"

For days i was just searching for a topic to write something and i hardly get anything .Last weak was too busy shedule with lots of journey .The train journey was indead a mice topic to write about.but hope will come back with that in an another occassion as now the most important topic that i can handle is LOVE

Dont confuse or misunderstand......

What is love????

As far as i know i believed that love is something divine as it came directly it came directly from god andit cant be evil.
But what i think is wrong or there is an another face of love which is evil....

When someone is loving someone deep from the heart and the other just acting to be a lover is something hard to be accept.

In this contest iam confused about love

My surroundings are giving enough examples to give reason to hate it.

Love and hate-two opposite words ,how come it can be used together

I dont know but there is onething i know-"iam totaly confused about love"

When iam getting enough resons to hate it there is an another side that is frequently whisphering in my ears that
"Love is divine"

LAST LEAF.....

Rainy season is giving its way to the beautiful spring. The month of onam; every keralite is making their mind ready to accept onam and its celebration. The dullest rainy season is moving with laziness, as memories of old friends’ fade. In the busiest schedule who has time to spent with the memories of past. Nobody has. And in this contest I am worried. ”Why I am giving important to those memories”
Each season has its own expression. Expressions of happiness and sorrow. Seasons can do miracle effect on human psychology. As in the story of “the last leaf by o.henry. Every human body is moving forward in a confident that there is still a last leaf not falling. But at the moment we feel that the last leaf is going to fall what will happen to the sensitive mind of human?????
“I AM AFRAID, IS MY LAST LEAF GOING TO FALL????”

WHEN I AM ALONE !!!!

Loneliness is a strange feeling everyone will have to suffer at one or another time of their life. But there are some strange souls who have to suffer it every time.

I really did not know what someone does when they are alone. Until one of my friend explained about the painful story of his loneliness story that can melts any hard hearts which lies in his heart secretly as a pearl in the oyster. His pain came out in our conversation as a painful flood of memories and sorrows. and from the time spent with him he teach me the dreadful effects of loneliness and he make me feel that he is a copy of me or better to say I am his copy.

And I came to understand how lonely hearts sang; dance and talk with imaginary people around. We are never alone. We are always surrounded by golden memories of happiness and sorrows. Our time is not enough to spend with those imaginary people around.
Standing alone in the balcony listening to the story of the breeze came from the nearby trees I noticed that my lovebird is alone in her cage as her lover died due to some unknown reason, she survived and now is alone in the cage. I looked at her painfully knowing the fact that it is better to die than to be alone.
“LONLINESS KILLS”
But now I am not complaining about my loneliness as I know there are people suffer this disease more intense than me.

DREAMS

dreaming is one of the process done by everyone knowingly and unknowingly.

will all the dreams will come true?

dream is the process by which we see what we wish to happen isnt?

no no,if it is so how can we see horror dreams?????

As all the human are not aware about the existance of the almighty god.we all dont know from were these dreams come.who is the script writer of thoses unbelievable and believable stories.is there a goddess of dream anywhere hidden in this beautiful earth weaving dreams for the countless population.

Even before we began to see movies in tv and such media,these dreams were a part of our life.is there anyone who had never dreamed????

why the term dream is haunting me everytime?????

I love to see dreams.the dreams that can never happen.even to mankind., playing with the stars and comets and flying through the open space........... There are endless dreams that will flash one by one in my mind…hmmm…interesting but let them lie in darkness for the millions out there