About 20 days before I was unaware about the word destiny or I just did not know what it really means. And now I am sitting in the commercial capital city of Kerala about 100 km far from my home land in an unknown place. Surrounded by unknown ones and searching the meaning of the world destiny.
At beginning everything was not in rhythm. Surroundings were dark and I looked at each corner with an anxiety of a new born child to study how peoples behave in a big city like this. Day by day darkness of my fear was broken by the light of smiles of regular ones.
Even after all these I Love the serenity of village more than the rush of city, starvation of poor ones than the luxury of the rich. Smile in the face of an unknown child than the laugh in the surroundings. And my most bad character of being silent in the crowd overleap without my permission.
Some strange things around me is making me aware
Yes I am grown up now....
I can feel the changes happening inside...
Surroundings are teaching me a lot...
Story of unawareness.....
A month before or two- three months actually I am not remembering the time in a depressed stage I crossed all imaginary levels of my mind travelling from one corner to another corner searching for a destiny to be normal.
But being normal is not a child game
Only a good actor can always have a smile in their face, bitter but true....
When I packed my luggage my dream was to reach the land of love to the capital of India but my destiny take me to Cochin with or without my permission.
Destiny has its own decision over everyone; it will rule the life without our permission but hoping that everything happens for a good reason.....
