Thursday, April 28, 2011




She turned back just to see him once again....
He smiled...
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From childhood she wished to have a true love, actually her knowledge was too short to analyse about true love or she didn’t wish to analyse something so pure.
But time being so cruel made the pure love so polluted and she was unaware about what love is and what is not.
At times she find the traps under the smiling faces and when time comes or at a moment she failed to realise the cruel face behind those smiling one and mistook as love. But it didn’t take much time for realisation and it made her hurt a lot but she smiled because there were lots of friendly shoulders to make her comfort.
And she once again went in search of love and this time an understanding companion became her companion.”A boy and girl can’t be just true friends”
Don’t know which stupid tell those words but at cases this is true and their friendship roused to a higher level and they named it as love.
She was still unaware was that love???
But when he said good bye at a nearby day having lots of reasons to explain he never enquired what she had to tell
And that was a tragedy...
Not for loosing something called love but for losing a friend who was everything for her...
And from that day the name of love make her afraid... not for being cheated but for losing some other valuable relation.
And when she met him there was nothing in the mind. But his involvement makes her attracted towards him.
But this time she was not ready for an another experiment
Every time moving away from him was so difficult but she managed to do so. But he was not ready to leave.
And now she doesn’t want to get hurt once more so she is moving away with no commitments.
“He smiled”
What was in that smile, she don’t know but that smile is hurting her
Was this the love she was searching for....?
She don’t have enough strength to face one more failure
She turned back just to see him once again....
He smiled...