DREAM A MYSTERY......

Again I am starting to dream ……
Don’t know how long it will stay……


I Lay on my bed lazily…….
There was nothing left to do or after a long run I just need a break.
Looking to the sky through window besides I lay silently…
My eyes where too tired. It slowly makes the scenery fade. I tried to keep it open but it forcefully made to close as if need a deep sleep.

Free from all……
The cruel of the world…..
The innocence of children….
And from all I need a perfect restfulness…

The brain began to work mysteriously taking the soul into a dream world.
Leaving the body soul began to wander from place to place without imprinting anything it see so that it will be a mystery when I open my eyes next morning.

It wanders…..in search of peace…..in search of love……..in search of compassion……..
But didn’t get any of this anywhere and came back disappointed.

The morning alarm rang with out any mercy.
I wake up with a slight laziness….

How fast the time moves….
I am only getting the picture of my eyes closing make the scenery fade remaining portion just rest as a mystery……..

TO MY LOVING PARENTS.....

Have you ever seen God?No isn't it?Then how come you believe that there is God way above the sky, who is gonna do good for all human beings down here. Human mind, like always, tends for a need or support from someone who is close and for the one who isn't close,they often create an imaginary super power. Who is there to see the sorrows of the countless population and do the needful at times.
But there is a category of people, the real god in life, who will see every growth in you and do the all your need, not simply providing them when needs them but by making you proud that you deserves to earn it.
I am incomplete with no one other than my parents, whose prayers blessings, anxieties and sufferings, which out which my life would have been a big zero.
I am realizing the truth that I am a girl; I have got all the freedom in this cruel world.
World is cruel..How far i donno!!
What is wrong with a girl?
why she don't have the right to open her eyes to see the challenging world like the boys do.I am not raising voice for the equality of men and women.I am still a young girl to say a big opinion about that nor i am interested to.
Towards the endless serious of child abortion of girl baby makes me concerned and think about the disadvantages of owning the same?
Are they a real burden when they grow up?
Am i a burden to my parents?
I am thankful to my parents who forgone lots of tensions created by myself in my childhood.
For me they are the real angel’s sent by god to take care of Me.!
Without dedicating something to my parents, my blog is incomplete
So---dedicated to my loving parents!!
Luvs you more than you could ever imagine!

When I was searching for a pen to write the one got was a red pen then I smiled at myself “let it be in red as it has the value of my blood”.
For a duration I was lazy to take the pen actually I took it in several times and dropped it before it reaches the climax due to several reasons.
Wandering through the dark forest empty handed I got a mysterious book. That book takes me to a wonderful garden full of dreams. Actually I was not walking .I was flying .I forget about everything. After a long time the book disappeared teaching me a wonderful lesson. Now I am back to my dark forest with a pain to loss my dreams along with book.
But I am too small to be disappointed with the life.I will wait for another to get another lesson.