When I was searching for a pen to write the one got was a red pen then I smiled at myself “let it be in red as it has the value of my blood”.
For a duration I was lazy to take the pen actually I took it in several times and dropped it before it reaches the climax due to several reasons.
Wandering through the dark forest empty handed I got a mysterious book. That book takes me to a wonderful garden full of dreams. Actually I was not walking .I was flying .I forget about everything. After a long time the book disappeared teaching me a wonderful lesson. Now I am back to my dark forest with a pain to loss my dreams along with book.
But I am too small to be disappointed with the life.I will wait for another to get another lesson.

"LOVE IS DIVINE"

For days i was just searching for a topic to write something and i hardly get anything .Last weak was too busy shedule with lots of journey .The train journey was indead a mice topic to write about.but hope will come back with that in an another occassion as now the most important topic that i can handle is LOVE

Dont confuse or misunderstand......

What is love????

As far as i know i believed that love is something divine as it came directly it came directly from god andit cant be evil.
But what i think is wrong or there is an another face of love which is evil....

When someone is loving someone deep from the heart and the other just acting to be a lover is something hard to be accept.

In this contest iam confused about love

My surroundings are giving enough examples to give reason to hate it.

Love and hate-two opposite words ,how come it can be used together

I dont know but there is onething i know-"iam totaly confused about love"

When iam getting enough resons to hate it there is an another side that is frequently whisphering in my ears that
"Love is divine"

LAST LEAF.....

Rainy season is giving its way to the beautiful spring. The month of onam; every keralite is making their mind ready to accept onam and its celebration. The dullest rainy season is moving with laziness, as memories of old friends’ fade. In the busiest schedule who has time to spent with the memories of past. Nobody has. And in this contest I am worried. ”Why I am giving important to those memories”
Each season has its own expression. Expressions of happiness and sorrow. Seasons can do miracle effect on human psychology. As in the story of “the last leaf by o.henry. Every human body is moving forward in a confident that there is still a last leaf not falling. But at the moment we feel that the last leaf is going to fall what will happen to the sensitive mind of human?????
“I AM AFRAID, IS MY LAST LEAF GOING TO FALL????”

WHEN I AM ALONE !!!!

Loneliness is a strange feeling everyone will have to suffer at one or another time of their life. But there are some strange souls who have to suffer it every time.

I really did not know what someone does when they are alone. Until one of my friend explained about the painful story of his loneliness story that can melts any hard hearts which lies in his heart secretly as a pearl in the oyster. His pain came out in our conversation as a painful flood of memories and sorrows. and from the time spent with him he teach me the dreadful effects of loneliness and he make me feel that he is a copy of me or better to say I am his copy.

And I came to understand how lonely hearts sang; dance and talk with imaginary people around. We are never alone. We are always surrounded by golden memories of happiness and sorrows. Our time is not enough to spend with those imaginary people around.
Standing alone in the balcony listening to the story of the breeze came from the nearby trees I noticed that my lovebird is alone in her cage as her lover died due to some unknown reason, she survived and now is alone in the cage. I looked at her painfully knowing the fact that it is better to die than to be alone.
“LONLINESS KILLS”
But now I am not complaining about my loneliness as I know there are people suffer this disease more intense than me.

DREAMS

dreaming is one of the process done by everyone knowingly and unknowingly.

will all the dreams will come true?

dream is the process by which we see what we wish to happen isnt?

no no,if it is so how can we see horror dreams?????

As all the human are not aware about the existance of the almighty god.we all dont know from were these dreams come.who is the script writer of thoses unbelievable and believable stories.is there a goddess of dream anywhere hidden in this beautiful earth weaving dreams for the countless population.

Even before we began to see movies in tv and such media,these dreams were a part of our life.is there anyone who had never dreamed????

why the term dream is haunting me everytime?????

I love to see dreams.the dreams that can never happen.even to mankind., playing with the stars and comets and flying through the open space........... There are endless dreams that will flash one by one in my mind…hmmm…interesting but let them lie in darkness for the millions out there

LIFE

Life is a journey an everlasting journey............God is the driver and we are the passengers. In this Journey, we come across manynew faces in which some fade away as soon as they come and others create footprints in our heart. But they all will leave us when their distination comes. So better not to be intimate with an unknown fellow passenger, or it is gonna hurt u in long run.

In a world like this I was surprised by the innocent smile of a baby towards a stranger. A smile that can brighten anyone face.There is another group of people who can do similar magic like this. They come into your life, with their thoughts and support when we least expect it. Yes they are the one we call "FRIENDS".

But now I am totally confused ,about any relation! Is there any relation that could be forever??.Sad to say,Every relation just fades away one day and the thought i would lose them one day makess me afright.The more closer we are to people around us, the more disappointed we turn out to be when they leave us one day. So as i said before dont be intimate with an stranger or it will hurt, when they leave.but surely they will walk away----

LEAVING US LONELY IN THIS WORLD AGAIN!!!!!

RAIN

some thoughts on rain.................. It has started raining here, the most dullest season where we all wish to be right under the blankets, or sitting near the open window, listening to the fading music of rain and where some others like me wishing to play with rain. In Silent nights I used to sit near the half opened window pane listening to the unknown symphony of rain, engulfing at the dark sky and occasionally lighting splashes.

It is so interesting to be in a dormant situation, to sit and listen with out any work and those thunders forcing me to look who is the stupid one sitting in this cold night with out sleeping wrapped under the blanket. I will smile at him and say "lemme sit some more time here with out any tension". Actually I dont have any problem to be tensed about, busy study schedules is ofcourse a tension for a student like me.